wow people are crazy

this are going great with me and Patience.......she's just so amazing I still can't figure out how I got somebody as amazing as her, sure we fight sometimes but by the next morning it's better ( much better) ....wow I'm really lucky!

lol anybody have that friend who's all " omg I'll never get a bf/gf" yaaaaaaaa I have one of them..........I'm bout to freaking kill her! she's all I can't live life bla bla blaaaaaa grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I talk to her cuz I'm nice but....wow I don't know haha ( I feel better now)

just some thoughs

wow life's FINALLY look up at me, don't remember if I said it before but I joined CAP ( like rotc but we kick but!) I'm a airman first class, now and even better than that my girlfriend's amazing I don't think I've ever fallin this hard or been so sure about anything in my life I know she's the one for me....how could she not be she's amazing in every way and there's this little thing that I have had with her that I have never had with anybody else ( calm down it's not what you think!!) it's trust. Two months tomorrow can't wait to see what happens!

:)
Nathan

my year in review

ok so I was kinda thinnking about all that's happened the past year and it's just crazy! if you would have told me last year that I would become a memeber of the civil air patrol, catch my girl friend cheatin on me, be on 4 different relationships! there's no why I would have belived you lol ooo what a year I can't wait to see what happens next year :)

I'M STILL ALIVE!!!!!

haha yes it's me i came back,
me and Laina are still togeather (goin on 5 months (wow)) still love her with everything I got.
summer was ok nothing (really) big happened except for vacation in Oceanside cali, i'm so gona move out there once im out of the millatary or when ever I loved it and hated o leave...now I really really miss it lol!

God bless
Nathan

hi!

yes hi im still alive yay! how was everybody's 4th of july? mine was amaizing Laina went with me and the fam to see fireworks we had an amaizing time.

update

not much's goin on here just glad that schools out! me and laina are doing ok but im sill alive so that's great lol!

God bless
Nathan

what does being homeschooled an being an animal at the zoo have in common?

Trust me there's alot! I've been thinking about this for the last few weeks an it is like being a animal at the zoo, you can see other people and see what there doing but your more or less traped in a cage and can't do anything about it! Now still on my animal kick (deal with it!) Lets just say that a penguin's talkin with a hawk the hawks goin on about how cool it must be to fly an's going on about it, then you have the penguin sayin no dude it's really not that great it's goda be 10 times funner to fly! welp it's kinda the same way when your homeschooled, you got people tell you, "o it's goda be so cool to be homeschooled! you can sleep in, do yuor school work in your p.j.'s yada yada yada" an you have the homeschooled kid goin, "no it really ain't that great! you have friends that you can see! you have a lift people know who you are outside of church you can go hang out with friends on fridays!" it's not as cool as people thing inside of school I guess but outside of it...............it's lonely as soon as you get to high school it sucks! makes it even worse with stuped state rules with sports but that's a different soap box an im not gona go there.

God bless,
Nathan