hu life can be a big shock!

Kinda funny thing happened to my last night, So there was this gilr I met online really cool and sweet and we had talked about going out, and so I just keep praying "lord is this what I should do" and I kept hearing something inside say "no wait just a little bit" an then she pm-ed me and asked, "are we goiong out yet?" and I was about to say yes but I more or less choked and said "well do you want to?" and at that same time I was talking to my ex (which I still love more than anything) and what pops up in my chat windown? "hey guess what im single!"Ya I about passed out but not after I asked her back out (she said to give her a few days to get over him) wow good things come to those who wait!

update

Schools still taking over my life, Paige sadly broke up with me (I understand why she did it and I'm ok with it). ya that's about it now just waiting to record SG's T for teen ep5.

God Bless,
Nathan

happy v-day eeryone

I wish I could be with my girl this weekend but i don't have 130 bucks for a plane ticket o well, baby I love you.

schooles taking over my life!

Wow schooles been keeping me really busy, still searching for the one. for some unknown reason i've been really tired the last few days grrrrrrrrr. well there's my update now back to comp lit that I have to have turned in a few hours!

update

sorry I haven't been on for a few weeks schools keeping me busy! ok ya so im still single.....and hating it! haha but right now im just think it all over, ya im now on a video game podcast (sarcasticgamer T for Teen show) freaking love it! so ya that's what i've been up to.

shoot me a line and tell me how much you love or hate this at nathanf93@aim.com

Nathan,

Cheaters never win

:sigh: after a week of not getting ahold of her I got a im from a friend saying, "dude she's cheating on you!" me being protective of her and knowing the other kid was a LBB (living breathing butthead) lashed out and said, "NO! thats BS she's not!" and then after he kept telling me yes she is she told my sister (which is one of her best friends). ya so being crushed i picked up the phone and called....nothing next text I say hey we need to talk 2 minutes later i get back " ya? what's going on baby?" and i told her the whole story ending with, "what the hecks going on tell me or (haha I can't remember what i said something about being done i know that)! fastfoward to today (saturday) i did that on wedneday i still haven't got anything from her! Ok back to wednesday after waiting 15 minutes I just got fed up talked with my parents and desided that we were done (didn't want to do it but i knew I had to). that night the same guy that told me in the first plase came up to me whith his friends cell and showed me a thext from her saying "yea me and (im not going to say the LBB's name here) are going out what about it! so you know what girl F you! im sorry but cheaters never will win in the end!

we've got to hold on and work things out it doesn' even matter if we make it or not!

idk now it's been over a week and i haven't got hold of her her cell's been disconected or something she hasn't been online and there home phones screwed up :sigh: i don't know what to do now!