ugh I keep tellin myself I must be doing something right becaues it seems like everything I do he devils there trying to screw everything up from, my internet becoming crupt an having to wait a week to get my school pc to work right, to a family friend of Becca's saying that she needs a guy that can talk on the phone all the time (good gosh lady chill out it's ok if we run out of things to talk about an like to hear eatch other breath! that's life sometimes!!!) and my siblings trying to push me to the edge every chance they get ugh!!!!! I don't know what to do I need all this crap to stop I'm not gona stop! I love her an im doing whats right, I don't give a flip what happens (.....no I guess I kinda do) I'm scared that somethng might happen berween me an Becca cus of what her prents (even my parents) and other people say, I don't wana break up! She needs me an I really need her! ugh i know im going through hell im gona keep on truckin not gona slow down I scard but not showing it I pray i get out before the devil even knows im there (might be a little to late for that though!)
Pray for me!
Nathan
Ps please get more people to follow me I have one follower an i feel like im doing nothing but venting.
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